In
my final year in high school, in a bid to pad out my extra curricular
activities a bit, I volunteered to man a school crisis suicide
helpline. We were all given cursory training, told what to say to
ease the pressure on kids, told to hand over the phone to a
professional if the person on the other end sounded like they were in
danger, and then sent off. Part of the charm was that we worked at
night, which meant my two friends and I actually stayed out all night
watching the phones, something that had charm and novelty in those
days. The phones didn't ring a lot though—we had about two or three
calls each, no one in major crisis, usually just people looking to
chat. I dispensed some advice on dealing with your parents and an
irritating teacher, but most of the time, I read my book.
I
was thinking of this helpline the other day when I read about a young
law student Sushant Rohilla committing suicide because the college
had threatened to debar him from the annual examinations and keep him
back a year because of low attendance. It's a sad story, and one that
could have been avoidable. The basic truth of the matter is that kids
lack perspective. Something you or I as adults could brush off as
“just one of those things” becomes an insurmountable tragedy. Is
it the end of the world to not be able to sit your exams? No. But for
Rohilla it clearly was.
Now
the question is who is to blame. His college definitely deserves part
of the blame—both for not being very clear about the rules as well
as not recognising certain warning bells from his written
communication to them. His home environment? Perhaps, because they
may have raised him with all or nothing expectations. But mostly I
think it's the society we live in. Indians cannot accept failure
whether it's failure in a marriage (divorce), academics (failing a
year), business (going bust) and so on and so forth. It's more taboo
to fail in India than most other places globally, perhaps because we,
as people, believe that it is “all or nothing.” Either you win or
you lose. There is no in between. And while some people can handle
this, many cannot. Life events which should be mere setbacks take on
greater significance. Especially if you're a student and you think
your whole future rests on this.
True
story: I understand failure better than most. I failed Class 9, and
even had to go back to the same school while the rest of my
classmates moved on to Class 10 and a different wing of the school. I
hated it, I hated the humiliation, having my juniors be my
classmates, not seeing my friends anymore, the badge of “failure”
that seemed at even just fourteen years old to be mine for life. But
I managed to talk my parents into finding me a school (far, far away)
and I went there and I reinvented myself and in many ways, that
failure was actually the beginning of a long line of successes. If
given a chance to time travel, I'd tell my fourteen year old self
that it was going to get so much better, I'd tell that to all the
kids looking at their lives now with distaste, wondering if all
they'll ever be known as is “failures.”
We need to encourage and be more accepting of failure rather than
reacting with shock and horror. If we had been practising this
philosophy earlier, not only could we have saved this student and
countless others like him, but we could also be working towards the
vision of Future India, start-ups, new businesses and all. We can't
have innovation without having a readiness to fail, and the sooner
India realises this, the better.
(This appeared as my column on mydigitalfc.com)
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